It was 12:00 ante meridiem of midnight , when I was still continuing my extensive review for the final examination, because as a honor student I want to proliferate my rank in the class. So, that time I perceive that my mind was very weary cause of overload information that I read, memorized and analyzed. I checked the time, it was 3:00 am, the time that some people considered that it is the spirit’s time to communicate with us, the other think it’s a devil’s speck or mark . Some even think that when you wake up at this time, someone is watching you. For me it doesn’t matter , it’s just a time.
Before I sleep I always turn off the light in my room,and I feel, something bizarre that time, and I decided to ignore it. When I fell asleep…..
I’m walking to the unfamiliar street and I saw my cousin playing with unknown man , the man was tall and blurred face and he garb a black cloak , he wave his hand to me and I say “Hi” and then, there’s a weird but a adorable child girl who hold my right hand and she’s crying , I ask her what happen but she didn’t answered to my question. I look back to the tall man who wear a black cloak but he’s gone speedily including my cousin and I feel seriously terrified, and then, when I’m going to entertain the adorable child girl,I was fucking shock because her face was strangely change like a murdered child.Her eyes was blank same with her mouth and her tears turns to blood, her finger nails was bleeding same with his head and she shriek and said (while crying)”I need help!
Because of my trepidation , I left the girl and I run rapidly away from her, but it’s hard to me to run, I feel heavy and it’s like that the gravity diminish. And I try to run the fast that I can, in order to escape from the little girl . I slowly stop running ,when I saw our house between in the two aged and forsaken houses . I wondered why our house is in there and I think there’s something wrong that’s happening that time . Because I’m curious , I sedate entering to our house but when I look to the window, I saw a unfamiliar old woman that I ‘ve never seen before, wearing a weird wedding gown , I didn’t see her face because she’s suddenly disappeared and that’s definitely unnatural.My body full of nervous ,when I’m looking around inside the house. house that the ambiance I’ve never perceive. I feel it’s not our home and I feel there’s something living there before us.
And afterwards, I hear something whispering in the kitchen, and when I arrive, I scared because there’s a hole that connected to the two aged abandoned house, and accidentally I saw a old woman who wearing a black dress and veil when I called her , she is slowly turning her face to me and I saw her eyes was dark and blank same with her mouth she look like a nun . I attempted to run but I can’t move because of my fear. She is walking toward to me and trying to take me , I scream as loud as I can, but there’s no voices coming out. I try it again even though it’s not working , her face was very close to me and then she open her mouth and scream .
When my uncle enter to my room and he want to check me , he unexpectedly saw a black cloak shadow beside in my bed and staring at me. and suddenly he heard that I’m growling and crying, he quickly woke up me ,and he slap my face three times to just woke up. When I wake up , in just a second I realized that it just a bad dream and then I cried , because I thought it was all true . My uncle advice to me to pray sincerely before I go to sleep again .
Since I experienced that fucking nightmare, I’m always afraid to sleep. Every time I close my eyes, I always remember the face of the woman who want to grab me and I don’t want to go the place that full of dark and most of the time , I don’t wanna be alone.
And then one night , I accidentally nap in the living room . I know to myself that I’m dreaming and when I’m in there, I plan to ask a woman, why she always show up to me while I’m in the sleeping process, I experience a tightness of my stomach when I’m asking her and I’m so afraid because, when I did that, I can’t breathe properly and I can’t move my body, the worst is, I can’t wake up. I feel my body was paralyze . I want to touch my brother who watching a movie but I said while a ago I can’t move my body. I shouted even though it doesn’t work, I’m bless because my brother heard that I’m growling and then I cried again when I got woke up.
I go to the kitchen and get some water, when I’m going to drink the a glass of water, I saw the reflection of cloak figure shadow in my drinking glass. And I drop the glass and I run to my room and pray sincerely. Seriously, I don’t know what’s happening to me and I have no idea, so what are shadow people and where do they come from? and then why there showing up to me and also to my dream. It’s that my illusion or it’s that demons work . I don’t know, what I’m going to do. I feel terrible and hopeless.
This rare routine always happening and sometimes it’s just a normal incident for me. For now , only I can do is to connect again to our God, to build a new strong relationship with him and to let live his spirit again to me. I think only God, help me.