Inside Happiness

 

I always wanted the life outside, experiencing the heart-felt laughter at silly antics, reading stories, making friends, walking to the land, feel the fresh air and so many things that I didn’t experience yet. Because my body was soft with a tiny head matted with sheen of hair. My tiny body with a tiny heart that pulsated in time. My bone and muscles wasn’t strong enough to support and to protect me outside, because my body wasn’t fully developed yet. I always active, I always move my hand to touch my skin, lips and cheeks because I am curious what I am look like. This is my fingers and ohh! … Here’s my thumb which I sucked when I am afraid.  Only his voice makes me calm and feels safety.

At weekends he loves to play and talk with me the whole day. He always taught me good moral values, because he doesn’t want me to see someday a child as a burden than a joy. And he explained that he don’t want spoiling me by buying luxury things that I wanted someday. And every night, he tells a lot of stories to me like the Rabbit’s Eyes, The Great White Bear and the Trolls and In Search Of a Baby. I have a plenty laughed, excitement and moral lesson learned when he tells an every single story and also his experiences every day. He wants me to have a preview outside life’s experiences, dilemmas and hardships. Because he believes that stories can educate me, and inspire me, to a build rapport. He is a funny, cool, adventurous and smart human being. That’s why I love him so much.

Every morning, he is exceptionally watchful with respect to what I eat. He generally demands me to eat a healthy fruits and vegetables, which are rich in vitamins and minerals in order to grow my body healthy and strong. He extremely loves me. I generally appreciate investing energy with him and learn new things with him. He is the most precious gift of God to me.He wants me to become a good human being like him. That is why he always teaches me to differentiate between what is right and wrong.

When I am ready to face the world outside, I want him to become my best friend too, that I can discuss everything with him without any doubt. Things that I fail, things that I achieve. I want it to easily discuss to him. He is a kindest man, he understands anyone, he never gives up, he always concerned to my future, he always give time and extensively effort to express his responsibility even though how tough it is, he’s always at our side no matter what happen, and he doesn’t care how much he spends on me but all cares is me, being happy inside.

I thank God for every day for giving me such a loving and caring father.  Even though I am not born in the world that I wanted, and even though I can’t see him, touch him, making conversation to him, bonding with him and so much things. I am thankful and bless that I met him. I’m going to miss everything about you father. I love you.

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A Dreamer of this Era

         I am a simple man, who dream a lot. Dream,that I know,someday  I’m gonna obtain it and I want to  share it to the people who forget that they have a dream in their life . I want to ignite the fire in their dream to illuminate there mind and heart to  don’t stop believing in themselves and to don’t stop dreaming for their future self. And also to uplift their confident and  ego to face their predicament or dilemma in their life .  As a dreamer I want to implement in my mind and in my heart to become a goal oriented and positive self- starter. Because someday I’m gonna be the big thing in this era. Era that full of inconsistency , bias , discrimination , corruption , and prejudice that makes other faith down. I want to eradicate and to right the unacceptable things that already happening in our epoch. With my heart, mind, skills and vision I want to convince the other dreamer to grasp their torch of dream to amalgamate it , to form or generate a huge fire to melt the other frozen heart and to enlightenment their erroneous path and to illuminate and lucid their imperfect action and to restore their true fire in their heart and also build a extraordinary relationship to others. Because a tip-top fire can  change the misdoing of others. I know that one dream can prolong the fire in our heart .

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